The ash set in then blew away
It’s getting lost into the sea
I grew so close to all the thoughts I had to leave forever
I left the chill and voice of screams and kids and ran for shelter

You know I won't say sorry
You know I won't say sorry
The pain has a bad reaction
A blend of fear and passion
You know what it's like to believe
It makes me wanna scream

I see a glow from far away
A faint reflection on the sea
I left some words quite far from here to be a short reminder
I laid them out in stone in case they need to last forever

You know I won't say sorry
You know I won't say sorry
The pain has a bad reaction
A blend of fear and passion
You know what it's like to believe
It makes me wanna scream

I see the stars, they're in your eyes
A playful kiss, can you tell I'm excited?
A fast escape in the nick of time
If you lost your wish, can I help you find it?
I'm on my knees, just one to start
A fresh new start, don't be undecided

If love's a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
If love's a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
If love's a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
If love's a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
(I will listen)

You'll be accepting my apology
once more for taking things too seriously
Sometimes I'm old enough to keep routines
Sometimes I'm child enough to screem
For everything I broke in two
Your barely missing me
I'm missing you
Everything you do I really do
I really do, shure I do

My once photographic memmory
recolecion sake is failing me
I can't remember for the life of me
Sometimes I can think to resite
the words that I read and rewrite
My pens paint people that I've proven wrong
we move on

Get a job where I tell
all of my accounts of someone else
quick enough to judge they where wrong
that we knew it all along
sing a long long winded song
I will be contempt to hum along
hum.....

if i state that my finger knows where to show
and everyone should have known
I'll let it go
hopefully you'll forget
all the words that I put in print
my luck you'll stay
or have strenght enough to walk away

No It Isn't


Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you